Emm - Mad lyrics

I lie awake at night sometimes Wondering if I ever cross your mind Wondering if the "I love you's" you said Keep repeating over in your head Am I in love or am I mad? Am I the best you've ever had? Are you the battle I can't win? Or are you just under my skin? Cause boy I waited up for you ten thousand days But you never came And boy I gave it up to ten thousand ways But you didn't stay So am I in love Or am I just mad? So am I in love Or am I just mad? I can see that you will never change So either I am lonely or insane... And maybe that's the thing that I can't face Having to refill that empty space Maybe there's a seed inside my pocket Maybe a garden I should grow? I shouldn't hold on, I should just stop it, I should just let it go I know... I know I gotta face the mirror sometime And I gotta look me in the eye, saying Girl you waited up for him ten thousand days And he never came And girl you gave it up to him ten thousand ways But he didn't stay So no more love Driving you mad Thats not love Your better then that... Your better then that I'm better then that I'm better then that I'm better then....