Emm Gryner - Summerlong lyrics

I used to be contagious Like the blue waves on my wall The 19 long years I didn't know you I still love you for them all Climbing out of highway crashes Throwing away your gun Do you ever think that maybe we're similar Just looking for someone? All summer long You made me high when I was down All summer long The city smiled when you were around But now the summer's gone And I must say something feels wrong Now the summer's gone I must say something feels wrong I used to be infectious Now I feel a continent away Chasing the ghost that haunts you Has nothing to do with you today I've been tangled up for to years straight I guess the blueprints didn't show Why must you be so dramatic? You always say you've got to go You don't know the way I feel about you