Eminem - Going Through Changes Storm Chasing lyrics

[Intro Ozzy Osbourne] I'm going through changes I'm going through changes [Verse 1 Eminem] Lately I really, feel like I'm rolling for Delph like Philly I feel like I'm losing control of myself, I sincerely I apologize if all that I sound like is I'm complaining But life keeps on complicating, and I'm debating on leaving this world this evening Even my girls can see I'm grieving, I try and hide it But I can't, why do I act like I'm all high and mighty When inside, I'm dying, I am finally realizing I need help I can't do it by myself, too weak, 2 weeks I've been having ups and downs Going through peaks and valleys, dilly dallying Around with the idea, of ending the sh** right here I'm hatin my reflection, I walk around the house trying to fight mirrors I can't stand what I look like, yeah, I look fat, but what do I care? I give a f**, only thing I fear, is Hailie I'm afraid if I close my eyes I might see her sh** [Hook Danny Boone and Ozzy Osbourne] And I.. I'm going through changes And I... I'm going through changes [Verse 2 Brooks Buford] And breathing's overrated, storm chasing and it's getting later I used to love her now I hate her, she's a brain raider Falling in a crater, of lost memories I'm so out of hand I don't even f** with me I'm goin' trippin', drunk and slippin', sleepin' and b**hing Switchin' prescriptions, bangin' a random who*e and itchin' I don't give a flyin' feces, I ain't one with the human species Slappin' the nurse, tryin' to up my C-C's I fall apart, take all my pain, turn it to art Blowin' up a K-Mart and blame it all on Mozart f** I'm surprised I got a deal, every two hours I take a pill That's where I'm at, it's all surreal I got imaginary friends, an imaginary life An imaginary wife and a real knife Out of here by next weekend Hung over on the dresser with my brain leakin' [Hook Danny Boone and Ozzy Osbourne] And I.. I'm going through changes And I... I'm going through changes [Verse 3 Eminem] I lock myself in the bedroom, bathroom, napping at noon Yeah dad's in a bad mood, he's always snapping at you Marshall what happened that you, you can't stop with these pills And you've fallen off with your sk**s, and your own fans are laughing at you It become a problem you're too p**y to tackle, get up Be a man, stand, a real man would've had this sh** handled Know you just had your heart ripped out and crushed They say Proof just flipped out, homie just whipped out and bust Nah, it ain't like Doody to do that He wouldn't f**in' shoot at, no-body, he fights first But dwelling on it only makes the night worse Now I'm popping Vics, Percs and Methadone pills "Yeah Em, tight verse, you k**ed it" f**ing drug dealers hang around me like yes men And they gonna do whatever I says when, I says it It's in their best interest to protect their investment And I just lost my f**in' best friend, so f** it, I guess then: [Hook 2 Danny Boone ,Ozzy Osbourne and Eminem] And I.. I'm going through changes And I...Don't know what I'm going through But I just keep on going through changes I'm going through changes [Verse 4 Danny Boone] I'm whacked out, on jack and blacked out Trapped in a crackhour full of d-d-d-d-d-doubt I got guilt to the hilt, I fight tears and fears Been out for ten years, hit a big bump off the mirror Find me at www dot I came to trouble you dot Com here motherf**er, take your best shot I'm suicidal, got a lot of demons to fight, I'll Probably sit in a chair and put my mouth around a rifle I feel abused the loser blues are my booze, I'm in the who's who's Of dope fiends and floozies in the land ff beer cans and uzis Beggers are never choosy The morning sun is like a sledgehammer to the forehead [Brooks Buford] And I'm barely here look in the mirror everyday and slowly disappear Been through a million and 67 emotions in my short career Riddle by fear staggered down the street, fall off a pier Awe, fu*k IT!! [Hook Danny Boone and Ozzy Osbourne] And I... I'm going through changes And I... I'm going through changes [Verse 5 Eminem] My friends can't understand this new me That's understandable man, but think how bananas you'd be You'd be an animal too If you were trapped in this fame and caged in it like a zoo And everybody's looking at you, what you want me to do? I'm starting to live like a recluse and the truth is Fame starting to give me an excuse, to be at an all time low I sit alone in my home theater, watching the same damn DVD Of the first tour, the last tour, he was still alive And it hurt sore, fast forward, sleeping pills'll make me feel alright And if I'm still awake in the middle of the night I just take a couple more, yeah you're motherf**in right I ain't slowing down for no one, I am almost homeward bound Almost in a coma, yeah homie come on, dole em out "(Daddy), don't you die on me, (Daddy), better hold your ground" f**, don't I know the sound of that voice Yeah baby hold me down [Hook 3 Danny Boone ,Ozzy Osbourne, Eminem and Hailie] And I..(Daddy) I'm going through changes (Daddy) And I...Don't know what I'm going through But I just keep on going through changes I'm going through changes [Verse 6 Eminem] Wake up in the hospital, full of tubes, but somehow I'm pulling through Swear when I come back I'mma be bulletproof I'mma do it just for Proof, I think I should state a few Facts, cause I may not get a chance again to say the truth sh** it just hit me that what if I would not have made it through I think about the things I would never got to say to you I'd never get to make it right, so here's what I came to do Hailie this one is for you, Whitney and Alaina too I still love your mother, that'll never change Think about her every day, we just could never get it together Hey, wish there was a better way, for me to say it But I swear on everything, I'd do anything for her on any day There are just too many things to explain When it rains guess it pours, yes it does Wish there wasn't any pain, but I can't pretend there ain't I ain't placing any blame, I ain't pointing fingers Heaven knows there never been a saint I know it just feels like we just pissed away our history And just today, I looked at your picture, almost hate to say I miss you self consciously, wish it didn't end this way But I just had to get away, don't know why I don't know what else to say, I guess I'm [Hook 2 Danny Boone ,Ozzy Osbourne and Eminem] And I.. I'm going through changes And I...Don't know what I'm going through But I just keep on going through changes I'm going through changes [Verse 7 Cee-Lo] My heartbeat is racin' Even though I'm standin' still I can't stop storm chasin' A soul that shell casin' So close to overdose the light of day hurts my eyes Wishin' my d**h could be a surprise My life should be more than four walls and the floor But that's all that is mine, God, give me a sign Cause I'm tryin' and dyin' at the same time I'm not hesitatin', I'm waitin' [Bridge Danny Boone] And I run away From the light of day I am not okay My soul's a misery [Hook Danny Boone and Ozzy Osbourne] And I... I'm going through changes And I... I'm going through changes [Outro Danny Boone] And I run away From the day And I am not okay My soul's a misery