Emily Sprague - Dark Light lyrics

I can't feel my right side ear but I'll probably still not listen to jazz I can't feel my left side hand god I hope it comes back to me again But all this means is I'll get back what I lost When I wanted to die Eight months before Or a year or two ago Sitting in my room with the light beams shining through And an able bodied soul but a mind that didn't know That light beam was gold