I know how to eat and I know how to starve And boy, I know how to preach and how to listen to God And I know how to reach and how to pull back my arm Yeah, I know how to heal and boy, I know how to harm I was born in a car, my mama didn't even let out a yell We in the hospital room, that sh** resembled a cell She was working triple shifts, we had to fend for ourselves No computer so my teacher said I'd never excel My Spanish teacher would flirt, she pretty but she a bird Rode my dick for an A, she graded me on a curve In a Catholic school, ain't pray but we go to church Played with them b**hes' skirt, they labeled us immature I say the way that you learn is some sin I got a fire inside so Hell exists in every person within f** you could be a prayer that sincere as Amen While our father could get lost in the wind, right? If all fathers were to talk with their kids, it'd be a different world But mom is off getting s**ed off by different girls All I want is a plush loft, a broad I can trust Called her and would not stall and the doctor give referrals Yeah so you can walk into the fast life Wear a black light, it'll show you what you did last night I'm half Spanish and I'm half White so I'm fully f**ing confused On what the f** I should act like but all I know about's bad hoes Going out, backbone blowing out, mad coke and dro around And jealousy a disease, the sh**'ll go around Infecting everyone you connect with till it slow you down So I don't never let a nay-sayer say sh** I ain't playing games sh**, I ain't say the same sh** I been changing everyday when you working for something Yo, why the f** you stay the same? We outta here