Emerald Hill - Hesitation lyrics

I can't get a night of sleep You've made a home of me I wish I was somewhere else But I'm here A lifetime spent inside a shell So many things that I wish One step forwards, my whole life back Getting it started from the past You sang me a melody Stolen from an older song You wouldn't listen to me When I asked you to leave me alone Sometimes we're both wrong I'm almost never right Piling song upon song Until I feel alright I feel stuck in space and time And lose touch with all I love Words fail me, as I expect them to But trust me I'll get over you You sang me a melody Stolen from an older song You wouldn't listen to me When I asked you to leave me alone I'm not asking for you To put your trust in me Your life, it went on I am still stuck here When life's changing Do I have to change too?