Embraced - Solitude Of My Own lyrics

Years have pa**ed now It's another time and another world Yet still it's all the same Nothing ever seems to change Dark powers manifest Malignant horrors in my mind Constant voices, sung by the damned Crying out unhallowed, thoughts in my head I have trusted and I have believed I have pledged and I have sacrificed My blood and mind, body and soul Ravished and ruined after all I have done My heart has turned to stone in this godforsaken world My mind so I'm pure by all the filth It is constantly exposed to Greed, lies, betrayal is tragic But, oh so very dominant In the nature of creatures that are surrounding me I now find my only shelter In the solitude of my own A small flame of hope Lit somewhere out in the endless dark Yet it's still all the same Will it ever change ? Fallen from grace Surely I must be lost My mind grows darker As the time shows no changes Creating venomous acts Of emotional rejection Deprivation of all levels What have I done to deserve A life so incomplete All my dreams erased by fools Broken promises, one after one There can be no trust anymore I feel the end is near I dont have the strength To cut me loose I am falling apart emotionally A soul in solitude lost forever In the greatest of all suffering, madness and sorrow Elements of which no euphemistic words Can ever alleviate