Emani the Made Woman - Home Sikness lyrics

[Verse 1:] Sedatives and loud packs/tryna get my smile back/ever since they took Chop I wish the clock could dial back/wish we wasn't young n dumb/wish I woulda had the strap/many within arms reach or maybe took my brother tek/he was Cheney bound by then I was uptown fitting in/sp in my blood for life/but memphis brought my 2nd wind/now I'm riding 20 somethings trunk beat like a marching band/getting fitted slugged up accent kinda crazy now/work ethic Mexican style/cuz I want money in piles/give me them numbers you dig/consonants even them vowels/the world like my easel that boy/stunt like he Knievel child/even my f** ups look good/sh** they ain't seen in a while/love from the block be still there young boys getting weeded now/y'all can root against me though I swear that sh** be needed now/Biz you done fell off bro/sound like you deep in denial/I got a promise to keep if I fail I'm letting em down/ [Bridge:] I'm still trapping on that pay phone like 96'/I don't have time to change clothes I'm so in the mix/don't have no time for no hoes you can keep your b**h/money come 2nd only to God that's what it is/y'all n***as followers he jump you gon jump the bridge/and for that limelight y'all be willing to front your crib/we just tryna f**ing live make ends stop ducking Feds/f** a friend day ones about that work we be punching in/ [Chorus:] I'm from a town called wake up yo it's time to get it (let's get let's get it)/small block right around the corner from them digits (I need them digits)/small house full of dreams money never visit (can't get a visit)/came from humble beginnings bread cure my home sickness (it's biz) [Verse 2:] Bread truck bout to pull up and sh**/drop me some dough off and dip/I be so loaded off smoking potent but know I won't miss/no I won't fumble that pack/I was taught better than that/you claim to be heavy but ya pockets anorexic in fact/stop cashing out on them J's/knowing ya bills ain't been paid/I'm all about being fly but get you a car in ya name/yes I'm a sight for sore eyes/I'm like a f**in parade/she say all you do is grind I guess I'm stuck in my ways/stashing up sh** for like months/y'all n***as fronting for days/tryna jump back on my wave/where was you at when I was breaking my back to get this date?/aww you ain't f** with lab?/what about check out these tracks?/you'd rather play the game/it's cool though I'm making my lane/hate like support in my veins/won't waste it that'd be a shame/you got all this talent just sitting stagnant/what part of the game/is that/ain't no challenge put it on my set/you like a hooptie to a f**ing vette/bet [Chorus:] I'm from a town called wake up it's time to get it (let's get let's get it)/small block right around the corner from them digits (I need them digits)/small house full of dreams money never visit (can't get a visit)/came from humble beginnings bread cure my home sickness (it's biz)