Elz ByFar - Proud Of Me lyrics

[Verse 1] Understand I'm a man who does what he wants and he just don't care Never plan, never have I go where I want and I go nowhere I could see I'ma be fat and shriveled with nobody with no hair And the reasons for this being haven't ever been so clear I'm a prick, yes I'm a dick, I don't ever give a f** about sh** Even if you're serious, I don't ever give importance to a b**h I come first, you come last Does it hurt? it'll pa** And the worst thing is if I see you crying I just can't help but to laugh That's just me, who I am nothing like the boy that I used to be I grew up, I grew fast, you better look up when you talk to me You used to look down on me ni**as used to clown on me But after what you did to me I'm stronger b**h, be proud of me [Hook] Are you proud of me now? Are you proud of me now? Proud of me now? [Repeats 3x] [Verse 2] If I changed I believe it was for the best so I'm glad I've grown Had to put my foot down show you I knew how to stand my own Had to stop spectating on your race at least till I ran my own Had to find my new chair, didn't realize I could have a thrown But still I can't sit still, gotta make sure I stay on my grind I don't care where you put your words I just gotta keep em off my mind Feeling kind of like I lost my mind Lost my heart, lost my soul, lost myself, lost my weaknesses but I gained control So just listen, cause my brain has been conditioned my feelings have been dismissed I finally know the person within Won't ever need your a**istance Take instructions from my instincts In my mind I hold the key to keep me free out of your prison [Hook] [Bridge] Are you proud of me? I just wanna know, are you proud of me? Are you proud of me? I just wanna know now if you're proud of me On the count of three I want everybody loud with me