Elwye - No More Party lyrics

I was infatuated I waited for you to break it Off with that dude you were dating And maybe then we could make it His place for the taking My place i would take you Then we could get naked Get under the blanket Create a relationship You're making me blush I'm aching to touch you Maybe just once But hopefully more Hope i can afford To stay in your favor We can make love like candy Now and later I don't even know why i like you I think about you I dont even f**ing try to It goes way beyond the few times that we had s** tripping on DXM Every weekend, what the hell were we thinking Well i was thinking bout you Tryna make my move Gotta lot to prove, what i got to lose But i made a fool of myself We can have fun without d** We can have even more without clothes Always dreamed of playing sold out shows But life always goes how it goes And we only know what we know Smoking weed getting drunk selling blow Telephone rings bros in the cell Pay the bail so we get him out of jail What the hell were you thinking I tell you to keep it on the DL but you fell in the deep end So when you drown, don't bring me down with you I know it's hard but ill start to forgive you Seems like we're all doing time Losing mine Stupid why Do i try To keep us together When we're bound to fall apart I've been working my a** off every single day Now it's time to have fun since i finally got paid Let's get f**ed up and party Let's get f**ed up and party Let's get f**ed up and party Let's get f**ed up and Drink something smoke something maybe pop a couple pills I'm just living for tonight, I'm not worried about the bills Let's get f**ed up and party Let's get f**ed up and party Let's get f**ed up and party Let's get f**ed up and party Horrible and deplorable Wardrobe is so affordable Fortunes only obtained by Tainting all of your morals so Tethered to the internet Interested in ending it Kidding I'm just beginning To find my place in this sh**ty Existence we call reality Fearing my own fatality Battling all my demons Acedia matched with apathy I've come to realize The absurdity of real life How am i supposed to feel right When the pain just never heals quite The same ones who lost sunshine Are always trying to steal mine Have you ever held a gun right Against your head to remind You of your fragility k**ing fertility Copulate dominate every vicinity Lie on the gra** and just stare at infinity Question your destiny and your identity I've been working my a** off every single day Now it's time to have fun since i finally got paid Let's get f**ed up and party Let's get f**ed up and party Let's get f**ed up and party Let's get f**ed up and Drink something smoke something maybe pop a couple pills I'm just living for tonight, I'm not worried about the bills Let's get f**ed up and party Let's get f**ed up and party Let's get f**ed up and party Let's get f**ed up and party My nose is broken but I'm sniffing glue because I'm missing you we're broken but I'll fix it too I'm fixing to i just have sh** to do I meant to move out of the living room i know the rent is due I've just been busy with addictions to this gin and juice Placing ads in the paper, putting my heart for sale Sitting in my room, waiting for the doorbell So you can scoop me up in your Toyota Cruise around the town, drink a few sodas Caffeine rush got me jumping out my pants Turn it up that's my jam, all i wanna do is dance Take my hand, yeah it's clammy but goddamn you make me anxious In a good way i guess I'm excited but I'm stressed And tonight has been the best And i just don't want it to end but I'll pretend like it's ok before you go away Please don't leave just yet i need you won't you stay The night has just begun so let's keep dancing til the sun is up