Eloim Meth - Vulvodynia lyrics

[Verse 1] Welcome aboard To my beautiful messed up world I can hear you bawl from above my Harmful waterfall of words Ill never be in thrall to anyone Protected by four walls Redbull on my tongue Xanax in my left hand palm Pain between my spread legs Nothing more and nothing less Can't you see my life is a complete mess? I never believed in you, I must confess I never believed in you, I must confess [Hook] Try to catch me I'm in the twilight Million miles away from where real life sparks I divide myself in infinite quarks Stop to shut me out like I'm gonna die fast I don't care if your entire world blasts I swear that I will correct my typos Now I am too busy resisting to those ethereal hypos If you grab my wrists without permission You know it's not my fault Trapped in life game, kind of survival [Verse 2] So I'm a survivor Underwater diver Searching for life's meaning While healing my skin's armor I don't wanna harm her But I will do it ‘cause it's not my fault If I'm Sad, mad, girl that Needs pain Feels lame Insane My strenght Drained away Far away, so far away I can't think straight So What will you do now? Will you try to? [Hook] Try to catch me I'm in the twilight Million miles away from where real life sparks I divide myself in infinite quarks Stop to shut me out like I'm gonna die fast I don't care if your entire world blasts I swear that I will correct my typos Now I am too busy resisting to those ethereal hypos If you grab my wrists without permission You know it's not my fault Trapped in life game, kind of survival