Ellis Hadaway - I Wanna Be lyrics

{intro ellis} Westcott productions I wanna be a sparrow Sparrow Yeah {chorus ellis} I'd rather be a sparrow, flying nowhere Sunrise sunset, living the moment Carpe diem, the pain is growing The world is heavy, get off my shoulders Everything i do feels so meaningless Sometimes i'm dreaming of bleeding wrists Sick of feeling like a disappointment Get up every morning, can't breathe i'm drowning I jump the moment that i touch the ground My rise has stopped when i touch the clouds I feel like i have to be peacеful and proud fu*k a pink dream, i wear a black crown My mind is a gamechangеr, it plays me No excitement, it's repeating Obsessions, they follow me {verse ellis} I wanna fly, i wanna hide In the dirt, i'd rather die... Yeah i'd rather die, die die {chorus 2 ellis} I'd rather be a sparrow, flying to nowhere Sunrise to sunset, live in the moment Carpe diem, the pain is growing The world is heavy, get off my shoulders Everything i do feels so meaningless Sometimes i'm dreaming of bleeding wrists Sick of feeling like a disappointment Get up every morning, can't breathe i'm drowning, ay I don't know where to go I don't know what to do I can't get used to this It came out of the blue I wanna be a sparrow I wanna be a forest But i wanna be admired {verse ellis} I wanna fly, i wanna hide In the dirt, i'd rather die... Wait i don’t wanna die, die, die {chorus 3 ellis} I'd rather be a sparrow, flying to nowhere Sunrise to sunset, live in the moment Carpe diem, the pain is growing The world is heavy, get off my shoulders Everything i do feels so meaningless Sometimes i'm dreaming of bleeding wrists Sick of feeling like a disappointment Get up every morning, can't breathe i'm drowning, ay I jump the moment that i touch the ground My rise has stopped when i touch the clouds I feel like i have to be peaceful and proud fu*k a pink dream, i wear a black crown My mind is a gamechanger, it plays me No excitement, it's repeating {outro ellis} I don't know where to go I don't know what to do I can't get used to this It came out of the blue I wanna be a sparrow I wanna be a forest I wanna be - unknown But i wanna be admired But i'm so sick and tired