Elliot Smith - I Didn't Understand lyrics

Thought you'd be looking for the next in line to love then ignore Put out and put away And so you'd soon be leaving me alone like I'm supposed to be Tonight, tomorrow and everyday There's nothing here that you'll miss I can guarantee you this is a cloud of smoke Trying to occupy space What a f**ing joke, what a f**ing joke I waited for a bus to separate the both of us And take me off far away from you 'Cause my feelings never change a bit I always feel like sh** I don't know why I guess that I just do You once talked to me about love and you painted pictures Of a never-neverland And I could've gone to that place but I didn't understand I didn't understand, I didn't understand