Eliza Shaddad - Tired of Trying lyrics

I see it all before me laid out like a road so steep And I don't know what I'm doing but I am doing it Just hoping I'll find my feet And I will be honest I'm tired of Trying so hard I see the rains of warning Soon my dreams may be soaking through But I’m done now with talking Oh please can I sing to you Coz I will be honest I'm tired of Trying so hard And I will be honest I'm tired of Trying so hard If you call to see me I'll be fine Not crying all the time Envy in my mind I will be honest I'm tired