ElijahAli - Welcome to my Mind lyrics

[Verse 1: Kuma] Hey, are you new to town? We never get visitors And no one sticks around but we've had several villagers And something like suicide took their sh**ty lives by surprise So I made it extra safe but just be cautious I'm insecure We also have some prisoners but most are in for life Some crimes that they committed so they have to serve the time I think you're gonna like it here so come in, don't be shy It's just a little sinister, but welcome to my mind I'll treat you like a tourist, come with me it won't be boring I'll show you just where the shore is, and we can go to the forest More than 40 destinations to show you, so let's get going Over there is my consciousness but the bridge has been broken Over there are my feelings but they always seem out of order Over there is a wisdom machine, it only costs a quarter It'll give you some advice but just be warned, I could've sworn the last time it was ever nice was on the day that I was born So now we're headed to the final stop This place has everything, embedded self and idle thought So follow me your eyes will see ideas teachers never taught Dreaming like an astronaut, powered by a megawatt Love this place, it's made of all the memories that I forgot When I opened up the door my life had paused, and then it stopped I saw a child me was sitting on the floor with broken chalk Writing on the walls my fears and all my suicidal thoughts Wait [Bridge: Kuma] This mind's not mine (this mind's not mine) Please open my eyes (please open my eyes) I have too much pride (I have too much pride) This vibe's not right, no (this vibe's not right) And these thoughts aren't mine, no (and these thoughts aren't mine) And these aren't my lines, no (and these aren't my lines) And these aren't my crimes, no (and these aren't my crimes And this life's not mine [Hook: Cade May and Kuma] I've lost my mind (oh) I've lost my mind I've lost my mind I've lost my mind I've lost my mind I've lost my mind I've lost my mind I've lost my [Verse 2: Kuma] Now I think there's something wrong with me Something like an oddity, or maybe an anomaly I don't know what it is, but I just gotta get it out of me And as I turned around three doors surrounded me They were numbered 1, 2, 3, one through three So I opened number 3, 'cus I gotta leave reliably I look to see And sitting there inside was my insanity, he danced like me But dressed up like society and he was eyeing me Now he's tryna get inside of me, he's tryna fight with me He's tryna tell me what is wrong and what is right with me He's tryna understand exactly why I have anxiety So I told him he's the reason, and he couldn't take the irony Then I told him I hate everything he ever did From my birth and ever since 'cus I never had the chance So he looked at me and said, “I bet I hate you more” He smirked with final words and then he slammed the f**ing door So now I move to number 2 Opened and expected just to see another dude But my pride was sitting there and she was beautiful And I know deep inside can't be shy, there's no place I can hide So let's stop wasting time, grabbed my pants walked inside Said sorry 20 times until she stood and told me she hated my lies Everything she despised was in front of her eyes, and she cried Said get out and goodbye, and I didn't know why I admitted my crimes, my decisions were mine But I pissed off my pride, so I missed my right time So now I move to number 1 I just want to leave this place, but theres nowhere to run And as I turn the knob my heart feels like it weighs a ton But he's just meditating peacefully, my wisdom, he's a monk He turned around to look at me, bald head with bloody feet Eyes were red, and crooked teeth, he looked depressed, yeah just like me And sitting underneath a tree, chair that went up to his knees A rope was knotted with the some leaves, he had it on him like a leash And then he hopped up on the chair Looked at me a final time and said he liked my hair I yelled at him “don't do it!” but he didn't f**ing care And just like that my mind had vanished, gone into thin air Yeah [Bridge: Kuma] This mind's not mine (this mind's not mine) Please open my eyes (please open my eyes) I have too much pride (I have too much pride) This vibe's not right, no (this vibe's not right) And these thoughts aren't mine, no (and these thoughts aren't mine) And these aren't my lines, no (and these aren't my lines) And these aren't my crimes, no (and these aren't my crimes And this life's not mine [Hook: Cade May and Kuma] I've lost my mind (oh) I've lost my mind I've lost my mind I've lost my mind I've lost my mind I've lost my mind I've lost my mind I've lost my