ElijahAli - Grown Ass Kid lyrics

[hook] Maybe i dont wanna have kids Maybe i just wanna be one Maybe i dont wanna do dishes Maybe i just wanna eat junk Maybe i dont wanna go to school Maybe i just wanna play sick Maybe i just wanna reminisce Dont wanna do sh** Ima grown a** kid [verse 1] I remember when i first started listenin to Bino 20 12 mixtape then discovered kilo Back when you could rap even with a small ego Backpacked to camp to discover my own hero I remember back like back before i cared too much Back in my raps when u could hear my fun Why do we have to pay just to feel this touched Why is it we create just to feel so loved [hook] Maybe i dont wanna have kids Maybe i just wanna be one Maybe i dont wanna do dishes Maybe i just wanna eat junk Maybe i dont wanna go to school Maybe i just wanna play sick Maybe i just wanna reminisce Dont wanna do sh** Ima grown a** kid [verse 2] Mama raised me well Can't tell it for herself, she didn't live to tell the tale I tell it to myself so i can never live in fear, i know she isnt here but i know that she can hear So im making a sound that'd make my mama wanna cheer, make my mama wanna sing while she walkin down the stairs To greet me at the gate and tell me that it's great, and tell me thats she's proud of everything i ever made I miss when i was young, im missing all the praise, i miss feeling love that only my mother gave I hate growin up, im never good enough, i tried to hide my pain but ran out of the good stuff So i write about my life, i write about the bad, imagine hearing back the baddest times you've ever had I wanna hate my life but life has made me who i am I had to be a man ever since the age of 10 So [hook] Maybe i dont wanna have kids Maybe i just wanna be one Maybe i dont wanna do dishes Maybe i just wanna eat junk Maybe i dont wanna go to school Maybe i just wanna play sick Maybe i just wanna reminisce Dont wanna do sh** Ima grown a** kid