Eli - Start Or Finish? (Skit) lyrics

[Eli] So... I'm sitting on the floor with a phone in a hand reading this text. Is it start or is it finish? I really hope that everything is just beginning, but can I be sure? Maybe I'll never record even a song, and maybe i I'ma record 4 albums straight after this. But no f**ing matter. It'll be heared by 5, okay maybe 10 people. So I can say that I'm doing it for myself. But do I deserve it? It is really hard work, it don't make any f**ing sense. Why do I making this album at all? For the wall? I'm sitting in one room for 11 hours straight tryna finish it. sh**, it is strange, it is as strange as i am. I love that, but I gotta have a rest for a while. So, it ain't no finish, it's a pitstop though