[Verse 1] Yeah, I understand its been some time I pa**ed your exit on 75 it made my mind Think back to times when things were different And when you listened And when you said, "I love you" I felt like you really meant it You know Hartley bridge, that's where you hardly is You tried to k** a n***a, man I swear you hardly missed When I think on it, my tempers flare It was a deadly game of truth or dare I swear you never played fair What else is there to say really? You never got the memo You said your piece then left it, then left me in limbo If you felt like it was moving too fast You could have set the tempo It could have been so simple And thats what's k**in' my mental You don't know how it feels to never know the truth I put everything on hold to make sure you was cool And b**hes sendin' me nudes like what you really wanna do? While I'm beggin' for your attention It's like it never got through And I'm still... [Chorus: Ré Lxuise] Speechless for the first time Reminisce back to the day when I first met you I swore I'd never come back Cause if these feelings come back I won't know what to do, yeah [Verse 2] I, I found a lil' bit of fame A couple people hate you just off the strength of your name But I would never put you out there, I ain't playin' games I'm simply just sayin' through the pain, it created fame In other words, the pressure created diamonds I found myself through losing you if I'm being honest I know it's private but how can I be quiet You never gave me answers I guess I didn't meet ya standards and that made me panic But, uh, now I'm on tour Sold out in London No it's not like before No I'm not the same guy Shorty I'm a grown man You could've been way more than simply another fan And now I'm in demand Every show, a couple grand And it's only gettin' better, my n***as say I'm the man Never know what you got in that moment until it's gone Just keep me up in ya' thoughts as you listenin' to this song Still... [Chorus: Ré Lxuise] Speechless for the first time Reminisce back to the day when I first met you I swore I'd never come back Cause if these feelings come back I won't know what to do, yeah [Skit] I can tell there's something different Things aren't really like they used to be You have to let me go eventually You have to let me go eventually So when you see the exit It's best if you just keep on going Keep