Elemental Zazen - Hello Goodbye Never lyrics

Verse 1: Time slips through my hands I try my best to cling tight to the memories For as long as I can But getting sick and losing part of who I am Was never part of the plan I can take it like a man, And They say I gotta stand Keep my head out of the clouds and my feet on the land Made a demand on the day it began Buried deep in the sand in the place fate commands It can't take it away when I have a missed chance Look her right in the eye ask to have this dance Life turns d**h and it's a tragic romance An attic without fans knowledge and madness frozen entranced Starts to change and it's strange to observe it Certain that it's my fault and I deserve it I'm nervous, trying to write a verse with another purpose But it seeps beneath the surface Goodbye never Written within a letter The reasons I don't care about the rest whatsoever It's for the better Inevitable it would sever Take me away in the wind like a feather forget forever Remember how I met her She could be everything I wanted And I'd do anything to be together Now it seems all that I do is upset her She talks about walking away, I say I'll never let her So I try to think of something that would make it better She's has a hard time believing what I said to her How I feel is impossible for words to measure And I might never accurately express to her CHORUS: Stab me in the back and I'll stab right back Stab me in the heart and we'll never be apart Cut through all my insecurities Perform surgery on my circuitry and murder me most certainly Behind the curtain I'm rehearsing Coercing all the curses I preserve, I think that I deserve to be It's all a blur to me done purposely Part of the plan and I understand perfectly Verse 2: It's a cold world And I'm a slave to it's masochism Imprisoned Don't know if I can be forgiven I'd rather give in Find a hiding place to live in Do whatever it takes just to fit in With the precision of a prism I know that there's a chance to be arisen Even after everything is finished If what matters has gone missing I'll be flattered that you ever listened Forever shattered that it's diminished Spoken in broken english A simple token A gesture that we would never splinter From promises infinite Now the window's tinted And I can't see what's hidden underneath the sheets A song and I'm not brave enough to sing it We've sprinted marathons, carried on Now we stand and stare upon the scary air and dare To fly when there's nowhere to land upon And it's gone Everything we planned upon Holding it close with these phantom arms I''ll keep you safe from harm There's no place to run And no reason to be alarmed When seasons change just stay calm I'll breathe with you where you belong And it can't be wrong So stand tall through the storm Look at the sky and embrace the warmth Face the dawn when it takes whatever form I'll breath with you, never withdrawn And it can't be wrong