Elderoth - In the Rain lyrics

Again with the darkfall in the sky And the clouds of night are coming And then, I'll go into the dark and try To lengthen this feeling Only way to feel a relief Is to continue my blind belief and live this feeling I'll destroy all my own self esteem It is just so understanding Drinking away with the beauty I fall away indefinitely I'm out in the rain And I'm always living so anxiously There is nothing else I'd ever be I'm out in the rain Fill my emptiness again Like another gasp of oxygen And having to live with a life like this I will always wish for another kiss And blaming everything on me Depression is my way to be free in the deep sea Of the drink to find how lost I am Lost in the faded lines in the sand Drinking away with the beauty I fall away indefinitely So I'm out in the rain And I'm always living so anxiously There is nothing else I could ever be I'm out in the rain