Ektomorf - You Are My Shelter lyrics

I watch the sky and it's turning to grey My emotions are like a storm deep inside me I don't want to feel, but it's so f**ing real This sh** is back again and it's k**ing me I want to tell you, but I can not explain In my words selfish, uncontrollable rage I feel the fear, I feel the hate And I feel I am going insane Look at me, I hit the bottom I'm out of my mind, I lose the control Give me something, the pain is k**ing me You are my shelter, you are my shelter I'm going through changes, I don't understand It came from nothing and now I feel it everywhere I'm in secure, I'm going down I feel so lonely in this deep and dark hole Give me your hand, I need your help Even if I hurt you, please try to forgive me Now I'm not myself, now I'm someone else Show me the way, I want to come back Look at me, I hit the bottom I'm out of my mind, I lose control Give me something, the pain is k**ing me You are my shelter, you are my shelter