Eight Fingers Down - 15 Minutes lyrics

What the f** have I become? Where the f** do I belong I don't think I fit in (But I don't care) I tried but didn't succeed I died but didn't bleed Where do I got from here Question the answers they don't make sense I can't afford to pay the rent I'm going nowhere but I don't care Fifteen minutes of fame Don't mean much, but life is tough Been there before now show me that door Pseudo reality Without tranquility I have been there before Working with no vacation Loving with obligation Is that the meaning of life? I try and try and try to see What these things all mean to me I have issues with life and issues with g-d I read the book and it seemed all wrong