Eels - f**er lyrics

Came home tonight And i felt like i'd die of loneliness Strange you think Popularity Looking for a simple life But life ain't simple I'm tired and sick But i don't wanna be alone I'll go to a party But i don't really want to For now i'm sitting out here on my porch Writing in the dark air Listening to my little black cat meow Trying to vent some of the terrible pa**ion That's coursing through me Something about you Something about spending the afternoon Asleep in your arms I hate you f**er