Eef Barzelay - Jews for Jesus Blues lyrics

I was searching for something I could not describe So I stared at the sun till the tears filled my eyes Well I thought I was empty so I paid the cost But now that I'm found I miss being lost I opened my heart and I let Jesus in With the promise that I would be free of my sins But I only felt guilty that he died on the cross Now that I'm found I miss being lost I don't wanna suffer and I don't wanna die I want the clouds parted in an endless, blue sky But someone up there has a different plan Now that I'm saved I wish I was damned