Eedee - The Moon's Imaginary Friend lyrics

I'm havin' a hard time tryna put this into words And it's worthless if I should, cause it hurts me really good Need to hurry if I'm pushin', pushin', p-p-pushin' Pushin' for me to get off my a** and figure out how I'm workin' this out All this weight, find myself fallin' face first Taste the dirt tang, it can't hurt, cause it ain't her What's an earthquake to the Moon? What's a birthday to the two - Eyeballs shut in the coffin I cough, f** it, it's awesome And to top it all off From the bottom to top If calling it soft takes away from the message in the bottle Then fakin' emotion's plain then it's over - And tomorrow if we found water on Mars Then realistically I should be able to get right out of the slump And pick myself up, get over this hump and ugh, f**... And no matter what, no matter what You light up my life like a savage Sun You think I haven't won You think I haven't won You think I haven't won, well... you're right I've been losin', losin' my mind slow Like using a light bulb till it fades, my eyes go out The time runs out, tick-tock, it got louder I sought shelter, but freezin' rain froze in the air Clear as day, I saw it's here to stay And it follows me away as I retreat from surreality You feelin' me? I deal with these, feelin's keep Poppin' up at the most awkward times Nibble on my popcorn while I search for clues of where the f** my mind went The time spent outweighs the benefits of the brightness Versus the darkness That comes with the gazin' of stars I'm makin' this harder on myself, slow down, it's not worth it There's a fine line that I'm tip-toeing around Cause I can't see it in the night-time But I'm fine... Just ignore my cries... I'm drowning... I cough, gasp, stutter, cough up water as I Mutter to myself what saved me from this f**ing hell Then I stumble onto the flames, caught in the rain The part of my brain that deals with logic tells me This can't be real, but the answer's here - it's probably shame I wash away the memories, the sin The enemies within, its sendin' me a pen... Every moon rise is a new tide And you tried to be the good guy, I mean I'd like to, but tonight - It's good-bye, and I put my heart and soul Into Pandora's Box, that door is locked And I can't even breathe without you in my life anymore I'm fightin' a war, with a knife and a sword December freezes my neck with needles Look up to the heaven's screaming "Remember me?" I'd hope so, because I won't go Anywhere else, cause where I wanna be is in your arms Fight with my head cause it recalls Your smile, my heart begins to start And every heartbeat and intake of breath Never miss you long, every wink and yawn Every blink and song Every kiss and talk is for my love as it lingers on... ...It's so bad, waitin' for you To come back around like a phase of the moon There's no man, baby it's you I'm hatin' it too; maybe it's true That the past is out to keep you down I see you then and I see you now... I'm havin' a hard time tryna put this into words And it's worthless if I should, cause it hurts me really good Need to hurry if I'm pushin', pushin', p-p-pushin' Pushin' for me to get off my a** and figure out how I'm workin' this out 250,000 miles away I wouldn't even miss it, but the time in a day Just isn't enough, because even in my dreams I see - that my feet are on the ground And I breathe in all around Because God knows the Cosmos Doesn't stop for you to cross it Know that no black hole is a mosh-pit So back home isn't all what I want I have it at the end... The moon's imaginary friend... [him] God damn it. Who leaves a message And doesn't pick up their phone when they get the call back? I hate you sometimes, man... Anyway, sounded like something serious happened You know my door is always open for ya, man Talk to you soon