Eedee - Daydreams (Time To Think) lyrics

[Verse 1: Eedee] Going on vacation, a moutain of debt Find it funny in my youth I found the fountain of d**h I'll be poundin' my chest till the day that I drop dead Cause when it's all said and done, I put work into my sh** Purchasin' tickets, purchasin' beats Cursin' the b**hes that curse at my feet Hurtin' the critics that hurt me with glee Perfectly with it, I'm perfectly me... Yeah, but that callback though But that fallback though Risin' from ashes and all that smoke Tryin' to capture the god damn glow That I got at the start, I look back now How wack I was, but I shook that out I struck gold, f** old time sake Make the best of the moment, oh my ways Were so off, this needs to be Tellin' no one this, yellin' oh so pissed I dream of seas, rockin' the boat, give the coffin a go, is that a no? Going Forward was a steppin' stone, I coulda done better Heaven knows even a stone can be a gem though Do I regret it? Oh hell no I'm not sorry, sh**, no one is as proud as me Well-son, unless I go and drown at sea, but that's my daydream [Hook: Eedee] Waves, they carry me hither and thither Around the ocean, around the ocean And then daydreams follow me to a better night I scream, and I scream And I can't even get out of these f**ing nightmares But daydreams of me drowning at sea But how can it be like this? [Verse 2: Eedee] (When will he ever wake up?) (Sweet dreams) Sometimes when I fall asleep, I wonder if it's all a dream What if I never went to Australia, it's not what it seems I'd probably scream, drop to knees and just breathe (heave) What's the point of livin' if there's no reason to be? (you see it?) I'm hurt from the pain, she turned me away, wake up and I'm 30 today What'you want me to say? That I'm okay with the f**ing face you made? Anger, pain, it's strange, but hey, you still are heavenly to me I'd daydream about you till the very d**h of me... And speaking of that, even if last night never happened I'd spare you the expense of seeing me torn like this And I can't even breathe without you in my life anymore (What the hell...? Did I just wake up...?) [Monologue: Eedee] You should've never given me time to think It's what I do when I'm alone Which turns out to be the majority of the time I don't think I'll ever get over you; Otherwise I'll never be the same Think about it, you're a part of who I am now A piece of me is you - and nobody wants a broken person Unless they think they can change them Which means the hole they're trying to replace That empty spot filled with "their" piece, is forced... Or even if it fits, it's a replica I'll know it's not the same And that feels bad. But I keep such bad feelings inside of me For when other moments come, I'll have something to compare it too To know if it's a good feeling I ask myself if I'm worth that 9.50/hr And it scares me I can't decide on an answer That's why if I get cancer, just roll with it No treatment, that costs money, go figure This isn't what I want, six figures Just so I can pretend I was saved. No way... I'm drowning... But you're not supposed to drink holy water But would you to save me? Cheers [Outro: i] And now that I'm dead I can see what you mean to me I can see in my daydreams Much clearer than I ever could awake It's way past our bedtime I'll see you in the morning I love you