Eden - Drowning lyrics

[Verse 1] I think I lost my mind a while ago 'Cause I've been seeing some ghosts And I'd be lying if I told you I'm fine, but I lie Yeah, these thoughts I would never speak out loud I've seen you cry, but I've never seen you shout like a hurricane These shots don't ricochet Sight blurred, I'm walkin' dazed, girl I'm f**ing faded Or maybe wasted, I can't remember how it happened Oh, I don't know my limits at all I'm sinking down into my thoughts Oh my god [Chorus] But, so what if I drank too much This ain't love, it's just a firefight And even if it's not enough I'll say it once, I swear, I never lied But this is the last time This is the last time This is the last time This is the last time You'll ever bring me down Girl you know I'm drownin' And I keep goin' down But I'll swear that I'm not , I'm not, I'm not, I'm not [Verse 2] It's friendly fire and sunlight The aftermath of one too many words I said, when I should of said nothing at all At all Oh I gotta stop overthinking and missing what could have been You were never even really here But still were are spinning, just liars and cheaters Right back where we started But it don't get easier I am drowning in liquor and apathy, will be the d**h of me [Chorus 2] But, so what if I drank too much This ain't love, it's just a firefight And even if it's not enough I'll say it once, I swear, I never lied But this is the last time This is the last time This is the last time This is the last time You'll ever bring me down [Outro] Down (Repeating) This is the last time