Eden Synthetic Corps - Despise lyrics

I've been trying to get god to make me perfect I've been trying to feel a little bit less worthless I keep asking if you got the time to work me out and fix my puzzled brain I've been roaming around the seven seas I've been waving my hands but you don't seem to see me Your attitude towards me is bringing me down and driving me insane You tell me you think you're safe But I'll piss and spit on your faith I'm stronger now and you're standing in my way! You tell me you think you're safe But I'll piss and spit on your grave I'll mute the words your stapled mouth could say My cure is your disease, you're standing on your knees You'll love me and you'll do whatever I please I own you now, you'll do as I say I'll beat you down and use you like an ashtray