I'm the Lighting bolt that enters the capsule Life is a knife that's dull The blade's in the palm of hands And the spasms are making it futile to control Hide my skeletons in a ditch so nobody discovers it When they do They brush off the debris and keep it captive in the laboratories Probing for results that weren't shown on the polygraphs Nobody before me can cure me Anyone after will influence me badly The more time goes the more society is worsening I'm a star thats glimmering but is chillin in the exosphere Now people are in fear cuz I'm no longer here With everything gone The pictures I've drawn are finally placed on the wall So people can admire it My spirit subsists through these songs So if you can't divulge the solution to the questions Get my recordings and listen to them all I'm the lighting bolt that enters the capsule The galaxy is ambiguous compared to the world The planets are in the palm of my hands and I'm letting go of them to pick up as many satellites as possible People call me a battery because I have a positive and negative side but no matter how much I live will always die I can't veil behind the curtains The grey and white matter in my brain's a circus There's no after life cuz there's no life after d**h What's the point in making amends when the water was thicker then the blood but my allies were noxious? I eat up enemies like the carca** of watermelon The difference in our complexion is the measure of melanin In other words I'll eat your skin Does someone out there understand my point of view? I'm the only bird That hasn't flew Rather than flying south I fled off into the distance A different dimension where I transformed from a pigeon into a griffin Now my talons are grapplin any specimen that comes my direction Somewhere along the lines of the mutation I lost all the love and affection I had for everyone that pleasured me Affinity won't be infinity I'm the lighting bolt that enters the capsule Mad scientist replacing bibles with fixes that are natural The beakers are in the palm of my hands and I can experiment with chemicals I create concoctions that twist my corpus callosum Auditory hallucinations goin to my ear drums I need alternatives cuz when I write It's worthless Ink on some paper Voices from a microphone will make everything evaporate Something's wrong with me I tell myself it's the sanity from within I sew my lips shut so furtive declarations don't come out Weary of taking the same route I'll take this psychopath that everyone's so enthralled about I pout but not at the disappointments It's the voices and my purpose What if I gave up life for lent? What would god give? When this automobile skids past the railing plunging into the pavement with rock figurations, where will my safe heaven lie? I've said goodbye numerous times but I'm still here with puppy dog eyes begging for a leash Cuz without one I'm a bipolar beast that needs a keeper The grim reaper and I are bestfriends d**h is knocking at my door step I tell it to hold on and wait a minute Cogitate on going through with it I require to engage in these peril potencies rather than averting them Anyways I load the clip I ponder the life I'm going to live after this Shoot the ammo inside my sewn up mouth and that's it! (Ahhhhh! Huh huh huh huh) (Alarm alarm) Just another dream Put the snooze back on just another The war had no part in the battle With this gun in the palm of my hands I have unlimited ammunition to... Full battery, full battery, dead battery recharge