Ed Sheeran - Top Floor (Cabana) lyrics

I can see the city life From where I stand on the top floor But I'm not sure if I'm dead I raise my hands to the clouds To check if heaven is with me now Cause the devil's in my bed And she won't love me like she could She won't hold me like you would I bid this city goodnight And coloured street lamps spark my eyes When it's quiet I'll go And say my sweetest goodbye Under billboards of fast food and mobile phones Cause they won't treat me like they should Cause they don't need me like you would My toes curl, clutched to the edge I'm filled up with regret Could you forgive me yet? Would you know if I fell From this hotel?