Ed Rose - Martyr Me lyrics

[Verse #1] Just to get by, try to stay high It's a good life, end of discussion And the hours like sand, holes in my hand I'm a good soul, martyr me Wasting my life it's pa**ing me by It's a good fight throw in the towel And the hours I've spent, aren't enough to pay rent I'm just sinking water deep But if all I have is defeat [Chorus] Tonight if you're awake at all Tonight if you're awake Tonight if you're awake at all Tonight if you're awake [Verse #2] Case of my crime, a lack of my time It's a roadblock, need a catharsis Patience is spent, a virtue I sent To the basement far from me The less that I spend on the mess that I'm in Could be used towards something of value The time on my side isn't anything I've ever needed Can't you see? That all I have is defeat [Chorus] Tonight if you're awake at all Tonight if you're awake Tonight if you're awake at all Tonight if you're awake [Bridge] Every unsuspecting scene When we're supposed to make believe That we're not tearing at the seams We hang on, we hang on, we hang on [Chorus] Tonight if you're awake at all Tonight if you're awake Tonight if you're awake at all Tonight if you're awake [Chorus] Tonight if you're awake at all Tonight if you're awake Tonight if you're awake at all Tonight if you're awake