Echolyn - Misery, Not Memory lyrics

In these woods our beauty lies In misery, not memory I've eaten pills no one should swallow Wound up naked on the floor Used a gun that wasn't clean Now I wonder Slept with who*es and fell in love The bottom was so far away No scars to remind No villains at my throat No kind words will help Help me, won't someone help me In misery, not memory I've tripped so hard no one would follow Past side three of The Wall Driven blind and made it home Hit head on and walked away Why am I unpunished when Beauty meets an early end I'm no victim Just curious, curious These woods only bring sorrow Can't deny and won't admit That I belong to it I don't understand Jimmy slept on John's grave the night we buried him Chris was found underneath the floor in the house where he was k**ed They found Frank Thanksgiving morning with the needle still in his arm Wake like a Quaker Full of promise I'm afraid I'll k** again Chose the life that's poisoned me Leave it all to misery Leave it all to misery Can't deny That I belong to misery