Early Adopted - The Florist lyrics

I mean... Where do you go at this point? I just don't know (look) She's got me smoking someone else's cigarettes I'm bumming lucy's A new bad habit Now I've got a routine I didn't know so many grey hairs could grow in 16 weeks So this is where this leads? And my blue jean pockets, I've burnt holes through all of em' Even the back Ya, thats where my wallet was I wanted to give her the world and more But couldn't so I gave her everything that I could afford I met her when she was a florist Adorable Perfect if we were to talk of proportions Physically what I'd choose if I got to hand pick Down to the skin pigment, green eyes, absinth And what I thought didn't exist Proved me wrong as soon as she decided to move her lips Intelligence met beauty How could I forget? She said, "flowers are for the ones who are sorry." The irony, a girl who made arrangements as an occupation Didn't believe in such a gesture Like she hadn't seen love or was fed up with waiting I remember being glad that I met her But where to now? Where to now? Where to now? I'll tell you one thing's for sure This love ain't nothing now Where to now? Where to now? I'll tell you one thing's for sure This love ain't nothing I came home all smiles My mother said she hadn't seen me this happy in such a long while "Why?" she asked I replied with a sigh of relief And said, "This girl, she reminds me of me" We were on the same page Even liked the same things Shared interests, so how could it be? That after a few months we were at each others throats With these arguments that I don't even know what were about The jealousy came into play and then the trust issues "f** you's" took the place of the "I miss you's" Way that you treated me altered all together The last time you really kissed me, I can't remember And it's kind of disappointing, I mean, you could've had it all Shirt off my back, if you wanted, I would have it off I would've laid it in front of a puddle if I really thought you'd really appreciate it and thank me tomorrow But I was never perfect Far from angelic But you spoke of love like you just learned to spell it But some things are easier said than done And love, for you, was certainly one of em' (but where to now?) But where to now? Where to now? Where to now? I'll tell you one thing's for sure This love ain't nothing now Where to now? Where to now? I'll tell you one thing's for sure This love ain't nothing Truth is I've played truth or dare with liars and risk takers Turns out you're just like them, this game is your favorite But never have I ever had to put a finger down When they ask now if I thought I'd be better with you around She was clever when she frowned But it's all part of the plan This game and the attention that she'd demand In the past, same mirror I used to scream at Now portrays a face Clearly stating, "I'll never go back to that place" I imagine what it'd be like if we kissed again Cheap liquor on my tongue, trying to keep it in The girl who once intrigued me in every aspect Soon became only appealing when she was undressed Drunk spins, pacing my apartment floor Wasting time like, "How couldn't she want him?" Tried looking from the outside in Finally found hilarity in the useless attempts But it's been so long, haven't thought of you since You were a song, material, a lyric at best An excuse to sing my god damn again I need you, like a drunk needs a bucket next to his bed But where to now? Where to now? Where to now? I'll tell you one thing's for sure This love ain't nothing now Where to now? Where to now? I'll tell you one thing's for sure This love ain't nothing