E-town Concrete - All That You Have Is Still Not Enough lyrics

Basicly I was just born ba*tard, long for green pastures I am a pheonix, I was born from the ashes The forms you take in the storm is what you makes strong Anybody could perfrom like a charm when the waters calm Ya'll don't know nathan 'bout the things I've been faced with Can ya'll relate how I came from the basement? I make the music and the same time faced it I've been so close to my dreams I can taste it Come on and punish me, the only thing that keeps me sane I look to you for things I can not change I need your blessing, do you approve? My best was never good enough for you So this is how it feels and it doesn't feel so good To you couldnt give enough after giving all you could Its been raining for so long its like the sun will never shine I've been losing for so long, I think I fell too far behind I've swam beneath the icy waters, not comming up for air I've spent my whole life living for those who didn't even care So this is how it feels and it doesn't feel so good To know you couldnt give enough after giving all you could Its been raining for so long its like the sun will never shine I've been losing for so long I think I fell too far behind I sat and thought for a while today I got depressed and put the smiles away, 'cause I've been struggling Since back in my childhood days, I've been walkin' since forever still I'm miles away Maybe ya'll never forgave for my wilder days Even though now I'm more wise in my ways I'm losing faith in myself Sometimes I doubt I'll even make it myself, Whose gonna give it to me, if I don't take it myself? Come on and punish me, the only thing that keeps me sane I look to you for things I can not change I need your blessing, do you approve? My best was never good enough for you So this is how it feels and it doesn't feel so good To know you couldnt give enough after giving all you could Its been raining for so long its like the sun will never shine I've been losing for so long I think I fell too far behind