Dynamite Boy - Wonder lyrics

I have a secret, but I can't keep it 'cause it's all about you And if I tell it, I'll surely regret it And you'll doubt that it's true Maybe you'll hate me, laugh and berate me say I don't mean what I say Don't be so stupid...you've never met cupid... And you never will this way... Can't pick your destination, but my life's fine 'cause I can a**ure you that you'll never, ever be mine So used to alienation but your kind That I can a**ure you that you never, ever will be mine Now for that secret, you won't believe it It was right here all along Written on pages, I've known it for ages It's in all my favorite songs But you'll never listen, and go right on missing The point I am trying to make I'll let you wonder, my heart torn as under Was it love or was it hate