Dylan Ross - Little Esther lyrics

I walked into your room and saw the note that you laid on the bedspread I opened it up and tried to read it, but couldn't make it out Cause what my head said I had a million questions all running through my head Got me stressing, just like a test result If it was it, then you bit it, you did it You truly deserve it Decided to end it all Had to set it off, got so much weight on my chest That i finally decided to get it off If i had a million wishes, i wish that you're here everyday Just to say that you're pitiful Pathetic, pathetic, beautiful, beautiful Baby that made me go crazy and stupid though Dead to me, dead as long as you pretend to be Deader than the main event of a funeral In the event of a mental breaking point, if you can see it Dont hesitate to pull the rope, and pull it close as you need If you need to go anywhere other than home, without leaving home All you gone leave behind is a state of emergency But heres the thing though You won't even know Until its too late, if you did it and it isn't late It was fate, you lil stupid hoe I just feel so embarra**ed for the fact I bought you a present you wanted, the night before I decided to hide it inside of a box of an item I found in the dining hall Ever since you went away the sky has become A shade of grey i dont even like at all Give me some privacy when i decide to go through with it and do it Then can i ride witcha You had an unhealthy obsession with, most of all, your material possessions I never did get it, i would if you didn't have sh** But the thing is, you always had everything If you meant anything you said, then wouldn't it only make sense If you never said anything I can process the concept of grief, but the process of pressure Is the one that's pressing me Testing me, testing me, taking a testament down of my destiny Dylan gets more self-destructive every single second He doesn't get out what he put in, thats how it is generally Anyway, yesterday morning i decided To let my bitterness burn, and resentment fade Even though i will outlive you I cannot forgive you I love you with all my heart Anyway