Dude Jones - Anxiety lyrics

[Verse 1] I struggle with these choices and decisions Constant lies and contradictions When real life is finally fiction And I feel like that I'm the victim I'm self-battling existence While time travelling dimensions Now I'm out searching for directions All 'cause I'm learning, asking questions Turns out curses were just lessons Nurture the purpose and a message And the only thing we sure for certain Is the person hurting gets the blessing Is worth being perfect and obsessing? Long nights surfing on the web and Worried I'ma burst in with a weapon Will my life get worse am I regressing? [Verse 2] Dwelling on the problems not the progress Can't tell if I'm cold or am I conscious And the content of the conversations I hold Are commonly just nonsense, so I sent Signals to my friend to rescue me Pocket vibrates, who just texted me? Please be ex-of-me, that'd be ecstasy But it be the homie sitting next to me The text would read, something about a recipe Peanut bu*ter, two crackers and the rest was weed Said, "I'ma do that for my breakfast, B" Then I took a huge nap, had a restless sleep Nothing more loud than anxiety Except mine, so quiet it could hide in me I said nothing more loud than anxiety Except mine, so quiet it could hide in me