I would take all the blame But I don't have the strength Do you want to know the truth? I know that I found you black and scarred We start again I would not pretend that what I say and what I do Could ever make you happy And I know, things are never gonna be the same With red walls I'm so alive, for the first time (So alive) In my life (So alive) I've never felt so free I'm so alive, for the first time (So alive) In my life (So alive) I've never felt so free Everything is gonna change, there's nothing left to say And if you weren't so confused, you would know it's true We ought to start to live again instead of just pretend That what I say and what I do could ever make you happy And I know, things are never gonna be the same With red walls I'm so alive, for the first time (So alive) In my life (So alive) I've never felt so free I'm so alive, for the first time (So alive) In my life (So alive) I've never felt so free (Whoa!) So don't bother, no transition 'Cause life's too short it turns out, in the end (Whoa!) There's no more competition and I'm too tired to try everything I'm so alive, for the first time (So alive) In my life (So alive) I've never felt so free I'm so alive And I know, things are never gonna be the same With red walls I'm so alive, for the first time (So alive) In my life (So alive) I've never felt so free I'm so alive, for the first time (So alive) In my life (So alive) I've never felt so free