Drop Dead, Gorgeous - We're Planning, God's Laughing lyrics

It's only sometimes I feel this alone. It's not the worst times that scare me the most. Living a dream is running away from conscience Just seconds away. It's a long fall from the top. You just come home inside your soul. I hope you never learn, you probably never will. Send me away, I'm sending you away. I shot him, he's not coming back. When a memory touches down, It can and will be the end of all your troubles. I drink until I can't get drunk I've done d** so I can love. I want to fall asleep next to you. You said this wasn't permanent, well it is. d**h is the only thing in your way. No one's gonna tell you how to live your life. So live for yourself! Hell is a cold dark place. This will end in tears I know it. The snow on the leaves and the ice on the pavement. Break Break. Break. Hell is a cold dark place. This was not in the script: Not all the flashing lights and the sirens. Break. Break. Break. I was still, not aware of the coma. In the hospital grave, don't stop waiting. I'm still breathing. I was still, not awake from the coma.