Driver F - At Least We Are Civilized lyrics

Alone in a crowded room wondering what everyone is thinking about me And I've second guessed myself to the point where even my own heart started to doubt me So I started running till I couldn't feel my legs Yeah, I kept on running till I couldn't recognize My own eyes in the mirror As they stared right back at the ghost I had become I couldn't remember why I had started to run I gave up… No more running Now everything is different No, let me explain You see, nothing is different It's just I am not the same Oh, if I could make a difference If I could make one change I pray to God just one soul could hear these words So they won't have to feel the pain of waking up every morning fever sick and scared to get out of bed Not knowing if I took in oxygen would it just be one breath closer to d**h And I've been there before Barely living for a year or more And I've asked myself a million times and I said… "Can I live like this?" "Yes I can live like this?" "No, I must insist I can't live like this"