Drew Diezel - Nineteen Months lyrics

[Verse 1] If there's beauty in the struggle man then why am I still struggling To climb up from the rubble when I'm looking I see nothing there Even when there's something then it ends up being rough again Look back to what it was and then I'm searching for that buzz again Where the sun is out cause since then i've been shuttered in I realize I need someone to trust again it's more than just some touching then It's deeper than that, but what is it? It seems like all the sudden this, girl she came on running in Can't tell if I'm in love again but she has got me stumbling but Never grumbling remember what it could have been? I can't help but to wonder if, she is next It's only been a month, and already i'm obsessed The feeling seems it's mutual and i don't need to flex I would say i'm blessed but coincidence is funny I think that i'm just lucky, so please don't take this from me Only have one question, will you fall, with me Maybe i am biased but It seems like she's the best I could lie and say i'm flying but i'm falling get a net I could sure go on, but i'm sure you know the rest [Phone Message] Hi Drew, I can't sleep, but I love you [Verse 2] That was the happiest i'd ever been, i haven't been that Sappy, Since then, and actually i've been missing Having that one thing and, someone you can cherish in Who likes it when you're sharing sh**, even if embarra**ing Plus they're always there and sh** because they always care and sh** No need to prove what they see in you you seem so cool that air and sh** She thinks you make the pair perfect Even though it's her, a hundred percent Swapping places makes you arrogant I'm sorry, I'm rambling But ending it I dreaded it although there's no regret in it It f**ing hurt there's nothing worse I mean, now there's nothing worse It's better with us separate but I definitely benefitted You seem happy too now, I guess it's been a net decision Back then thought we'd yet to finish now I hardly ever miss it Now i'm getting dizzy, she what makes me effervescent [Verse 3] sh** i think i've changed, huh, that makes sense It's been over a year, it's no longer on my chest I reminisce, and it's funny how I think about you Originally wrote this song bout how I couldn't think without you Things are different now, it's hard to sing about you Had so much to say to you, now i think i'm down to Move on, I thought that I'd be done with you It didn't take a month or two back then it'd been fifteen But just now i've begun to start to move on to a new song From what i wrote when late in bed, i'll save it then and One day i'll record it but i've been craving what now feels like It's so foreign, now the drink is pouring It's all different. this lady, she's gorgeous, and I think i'm crazy for it i would hate to, ignore it I think i hit a fortune, and maybe i've been lured in From her being so supportive, she's nothing like no other My baby is a runner i've been chasing her all summer So maybe wanna let up let me ketchup like you're mustard You make my heart flutter, i noticed that i fell already You're giving me some hope, I'm feeling like myself already Maybe i fall quickly but you wanna fall, with me Love is kinda trippy and it's also kinda giddy If you wanna split it fifty, i'll be a pretty penny And you can be a dime, i will be your underline Everything'll be, fine, with you to call, mine All of you's at least a nine i can't help but to see the times We'll have together. we're bad and better can't remember Last time that i fell this hard for someone, so perfect Tell me what you think of this i know, that you've heard it You're everything i've wanted though so I just gotta know Cause no such thing as falling slow, deep in love's, all i know