[Verse 1: Drelax] I was on my sh**, I was getting high People like to judge, but be the main ones disguised I used to care about the hate, never took a break Some of these b**hes never cooked a steak I like my women well rounded, my n***as well grounded I was all alone, but somehow still felt surrounded By angels and demons, the good and the bad The happy the sad, we gon cry after the laugh's because We're seeing a day that'll come it'll come don't run be prepared n***a pulled out a gun it's a gun? it's a gun I ain't run don't see fear Im humble forreal, too humble to k** But you gotta stay strapped for n***as that run with the steel He threatened my life, that's lawless activity Im too blessed, so what the f**'s a sin to me? n***as is enemies acting they're friends of me I just play me role within this f**ed up industry [Hook: Drelax] What I gotta do to be heard? I'm just tryna get all that I deserve I know they want to beat me at me being me But they know they not seeing me [Verse 2: Drelax] I was tryna get it, thought it too existence Got a clear vision of what it is i'm missing If I want it then I need it, dont need it then delete it So easy we dont need beef, we dont need negativity we need peace Awww man damn tryna make my family proud Tryna make my mama smile, taking care of my child Rappers use rap to down talk Jus to make themselves feel but that's clown talk, feel me? f** around and might ball, 9 to 5 I might call out Start my own motherf**ing business that's what it's all bout Can't work for somebody who ain't working like Would you ever tip a stripper who ain't t**ng? Right Smoking on that Dza, listening to Sza Feeling like a young Kanye mixed with Hi-Tek and Rza And if i don't get richer just hope ya'll get the picture I said if I don't get richer just hope ya'll get the picture life [Hook]