Dreamshade - Consumed Future lyrics

Mama says I'm not good at anything Keep my mouth shut, say nothing Not venting my thoughts, just sit and waste like a living ghost, cause I feel misplaced I want my dream but it feels so far away I want to be on the cover of magazines I want to be on MTV or have my own reality I wish they would break down the walls to get to me Isn't this so f**ing insane? The world behind the box is taking over my brain Mama says I'm not good at anything I stare at emptiness and say nothing Don't open my mouth, just sit and waste Like a living ghost, cause I feel misplaced I hate seeing all this sh** but at the same time I want to be a part of it "Suicide!" Repeats itself in my mind I wish they would break down the walls to get to me Isn't this so f**ing insane? The world behind the box is taking over my brain