Dreamscapes Of The Perverse - The Rise of Self lyrics

In this dark time of creation Paint these hours in black These moments only I know And curse my soul forever To scar me for what I have done Beyond all comprehension Of this paradox of creation The cries of millions pa** my ears. Everything spirals downwards As it has always done It's so easy to live in darkness When it's all you've ever known Accepting a life void of hope They swim in a river of d**h Their pitiful souls know nothing But a sick and desperate past It all hurts so terribly That I can barely stand Who wants to see me like this? Wanting to forget myself And the choices I have made The damned look for a savior And search beyond their dreams To take existence for granted - and immortality Lost in the twisted delusions And impossible beliefs Of divine intervention To save them from themselves A speck of dust on the surface A single grain of sand Remnants of a sickening existence Swept away by my hand Compa**ion once a burden Tonight I'll let it lie Waiting to face the morning Knowing I watched them die. Innocence forever gone Perversion reigns in this world Decaying parasite of life Destined forever to infest Do not reach for me in faith You'll be cut off at the hand I'm not your merciful savior I'm here to watch you die.