Dreamland - So Weak So Feeble lyrics

I open my eyes I'm getting cold I'm balancing the blade as I walk alone While crossing the line A hundred times I've never ever worried about the warning signs I'm living my dream A life of gla** As long as you are satisfied, leave out the rest It's hard to explain A cryptic mess I'll do it again, it's a call for help Yet one more plane to catch Without no strings attached Must be destined Carved in stone Am I insatiable? Imagine you as me So weak, so feeble k** my hunger Make me pure Reincarnated god Dependence is my heel Please someone rescue me I'm quenching my need My lust for more I run around in circles That's my metaphor To bleach the black You paint with grey The future is ahead of me I hope and pray An everlasting conflict for me to bare Clutching weak straws Just to stay aware I'm building a wall to stay alive My weakness is my will to strive