Dreadful Shadows - Exile lyrics

Contradiction in my thoughts is the barrier of my life I cannot jump that nigh to overcome Too many hidden ways - their destination is the same Which way is wrong and which is right Sometimes I wish I had a choice To end or to begin Sometimes I wish I could live on my own But nothing's breaking through the walls inside All the dreams remain behind All the voices fade away I'm falling into nothingness of life I don't care about the time I don't need to understand There's no confusion in my mind but the clarity is gone I hope you'll never ask about tomorrow My abandoned ship is carried by the current I cannot fight against it and I cannot force it Sometimes I wish I had a choice To end or to begin Sometimes I wish I could live on my own But nothing's breaking through the walls inside All the dreams remain behind All the voices fade away I'm falling into nothingness of life I don't care about the time I don't need to understand