[Verse 1] I would always go when they tell me to wait Nine times out of ten, I was selling 'em shake Mai Tai with a blunt, that'll settle my thoughts I don't cough on the kush, I could never be wrong I could never let 'em see what I be thinkin' Meditating next, inside my demons Probably never let me into Heaven I ain't ever spoke to a reverend I don't got a lot of time, focused on the racks Sober when I die, I'll put the coke up on my back I ain't talking Coca-Cola, but the coke is on my back If I'm frozen off the kush, they gon' coax me in the back I'ma be alone, it's gon' be another lonely night I feel sorry for the ones that never find theyself I was on my way to be, the shadow of attention Calibrate my scale and that's a battle with depression [Verse 2] I be pulling on the lion's tale I don't sugarcoat the way I write in braille They feel me when I'm falling, that's the failure in the message Care about myself and I don't care about my exs There to be a God, scared to be myself 'Cause I'm barely out the mob, fairly with the wealth Scary with the jaw, carry with the belt They don't care we at the top, charities'll help, but not me though Ask about me, they gon' tell you who I thought I was Always in and out of jail and off a lot of d** Hard to beat up on the people who wanna see you be I got love for the people that believe in me They the reason I'm alive and never go to sleep See the shadow in the corner when I blow the weed Ha, laughing when I flow to beats They keepin' me alive and never mindin' I don't show my teeth