[Intro: Drake] Yesterday when we were gettin high You were invited, you would've liked it Uh-uh-I-I know you all too well I said that we can kiss the past goodbye But you weren't excited, there's no way to fight it You could stay but shorty here I go [Termanology] Termanology... uh They call me one thing, but they treat me like another I'm cheatin but do I love her, well more than any other So it's personal, to paint you this type of picture When your wife is like your sister, seems you barely ever miss her But another dude kiss her, you lose it, you wanna diss her Wanna hit her, like you hope no one do to your sister Go figure, I ain't got a missus They say it's none of yo' biz when them boys call their miss And the hall's shatterin, cause life is like a battlefield And y'all battlin cause, you got you a rapper deal So I guess you start feelin how those rappers feel Raw dog, hope she go and get that mornin after pill But if she get knocked up you gon' have to peel Or your career gonna be pushin up daffodils Take care of yo' kid, go check your mistress Hit the lab and record, go handle your business What type of life is this? So many different choices Too many different opinions, too many different voices What am I afriad of, just to say love? I love you baby but, this is what I'm made of And I'ma be me, cause I can't be no other So I don't know if Aaliyah's gettin a little brother But all I know is I already got one baby mother And that's too much trouble, sorry I can't love you [Chorus: Drake] What am I afraid of? This is supposed to be what dreams are made of But people I don't have the time to hang with Always look at me and say the same sh** They say - you promised me you would never change Ohh, oh oh, ohh, oh oh, ohh You promised me you would never change Ohh, oh oh, ohh, oh oh, ohh (ohhhhh) [Drake] Uhh, am I wrong for makin light of my situation? Clap on When 40 got some sh** for me to snap on Now that I'm on I don't really wanna worry 'bout gettin back on I'm just tryin to stay on, get my f**in buffet on I heard they just moved my grandmother to a nursin home And I'll be actin like I don't know how to work a phone But hit redial, you'll see that I just called Some chick I met at the mall that I barely know at all And, plus this woman that I messed with unprotected Textin sayin she wish she woulda kept it The one that I'm layin next to just looked over and read it Man I couldn't tell you where the f** my head is, I'm holdin on by a thread it's Like I'm high right now, the guy right now And you could tell by lookin in my eyes right now That nothin really comes as a surprise right now Cause we just havin the time of our lives right now [Chorus] [Drake] Well alright, uhh I live by some advices girl, Lisa told me The other day Lisa told me that she miss the old me Uh, which made me question when I went missin And when I start treatin my friends different Maybe it was the fast-paced switch-up Or the two guns in my face durin the stick-up Maybe cause a girl I thought I trusted was who set the whole sh** up Or the fact I haven't seen 'em since they locked Big Rich up I know, but same time I'm quick to forget I'm 'bout to roll me up a blunt with my list of regrets Burn it all, burn it all, I'm startin it fresh Cause half the time I got it right I probably guessed Did I just trade free time for camera time? Will I blow all of this money baby, Hammer Time? Yeah.. I just need some closure Ain't no turnin back for me, I'm in it 'til it's over