Another night, another inner fight The demon's calling My soul is dark, but with a touch of light The whole world's changing I draw the line, the pleasure redefined It's now awakening I feel the urge, emotions on the verge And now it's time to k** The speed of light, I feel the time is right I've smashed all boundaries A skull crushed, adrenaline rush The night has found me Infection spreads, a spirit through my head The time is coming I know the score, but I gotta have one more And for more I could k** I am what I choose to be, I lose grip on reality And I have nothing to atone All your morals thrown in vain, I know my pleasure is my pain But I'm gonna make it on my own The sun is up, but I can't get enough The sky's the limit I'm on the top, but I ain't gonna stop I'll never give in It's in my brain, it's driving me insane Hallucinations Always the same, but I ain't gonna save Destruction, I must k** I am what I choose to be, I lose grip on reality And I have nothing to atone All your morals thrown in vain, I know my pleasure is my pain But I'm gonna make it on my own I've seen the sun rise once again I've lived my life and now I'm dead Time to come down all on my own This is nothing new for me This is my reality So open your eyes and don't ever hide away I am what I choose to be, I lose grip on reality And I have nothing to atone All your morals thrown in vain, I know my pleasure is my pain But I'm gonna make it on my own