Draft - Not What I Wanna Do lyrics

Now it's coming back again And I should've known Cause I'm home and on my own (but armed to the teeth) And it's all a mystery And it sneaks up on me And scares the sh** out of me And I'm pissed that I'm Awake looking for a reason It's not what I wanna do With just a little break I could be sleeping By the time it gets to me It's on it's own With no way to figure out where it's coming from It's such a mystery And this sh** beats on me It beats on everybody And I'm pissed that I'm awake looking for a reason It's not what I wanna do With just a little break I could be sleeping It's all news to me All of this is news to me Cause now we're on our own It's the last place left to go Strange as we will ever know